I am in the worst frame of mind tonight. I went shopping and that has truly become something I abhor. I was really starting to love shopping and trying new things and now... I fear that I am falling back into my old patten of comfy clothes work best. I hate my clothes that I have right now but don't feel like buying new, larger clothes.
I hate where I am right now, mentally. I just hate it. Sometimes I think it would be easier to just give up and get fat. And I don't like that I feel that way. I hate having those thoughts. I don't want to backward. I want to go forward.
Ugh ... Hormones suck!!!