Good Morning folks! I have missed you ladies!
i have a dream about a house for us to move into. we have found a house that is literally just sitting next to our friends house and it's had no activity for the last 2 years. AT LEAST. We were able to see inside and the carpet has been destroyed, but other then that it's in pretty good shape. so now we are going to try and figure out a way to contact the owners, who are going through a divorce, and see if they will take us up on our offer. but the problem is, for me, is that i get excited. I get so excited that i make situations almost real in my mind and then i am incredibly let down. then i also start thinking about all of the stuff that goes along with owning a home. are we ready.. can we really afford it... are we ready... oy! I want out of his parent's house so that we don't have to rely on them for anything anymore but in the same breath I am scared to death! Firefighter is considering a roommate... just for a year so we can get some extra money so that we can make some improvements. part of the problem is that he talks about us getting that house and he makes it so real and i can see it happening and then, what happens if we don't get it? i will br crushed and we will be stuck in this house for longer. curses! so needless to say in my mind i have the layout imprinted and i am making plans. oy!
This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…
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