I don't know what to do.
I want out of this house.
We can afford it but there is the possibility that we would be living paycheck to paycheck. Firefighter thinks we should wait until he gets a job. Well how much longer is that gonna be!??! He hasn't even started volunteering yet.
I am tired of thinking about this and wish that I could just make a decision. Either we are gonna stay here or go. If we stay here I am still gonna be miserable. I am also tired of always talking about this, as I am sure you are tired of reading it.
I just want to cry.