I think reality may be setting in and I am starting to realize that this house may be out of our grasp. It saddens me. It's the perfect opportunity. I can't gush enough about how perfect the scenario would have been. I still intend to look at it and try to get pre-approved. I am going to have to do that in order for there to be closure for me should we not get the house. Otherwise I will always wonder, always dream of the house that should have been ours. Plus going forward and taking the risk, will tell us if it is indeed meant to be. I really hope that it is.